This afternoon I was once again amazed and awed by the way that, in spite of myself, Hashem gives me what I need.
This realization came when I took a break from practicing and noticed the renewed vigor and enthusiasm with which I was pursuing my dream. I had started to become less focused and, while still enjoying the preparations, had allowed a certain amount of doubt to creep back in.
The “thing” that Hashem provided was the opportunity to lead services yesterday. This put the memory of the connection I feel with Hashem when doing so and the pure enjoyment of singing in His honor front-and-center in my head.
I have renewed energy and commitment, and owe this solely to Hashem.
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